All of a sudden, I don’t have time anymore. I get home, I do chores – well some of them anyway, and then it’s time for bed. I am thinking I am really going to be liking my shift simply because the time won’t go as fast since I will spend half the day here at home before heading to work for the rest of the night.
Speaking of which, I am beginning to regret – just a little – not taking my shift over this week. I am beginning to feel useless sitting around in the office all day from 8 until 5 stepping on the toes of those whose shift it is. It feels really odd to KNOW what to do, and only be halfway doing it because I am not supposed to.
Besides, whatever else I need to learn will have to come while I am on the job. Trying to learn more out of books and manuals and procedures now is just going to be counterproductive. I am tactile and visual – it doesn’t register with me until I actually DO IT!
Switching gears completely now, my manager from Digicel has contacted me something like 2 or 3 times now. Odd to say the least, wouldn’t you say? Odd and …. coincidental. I keep asking myself why she would bother and I keep coming up with the same answer: “who cares?” It’s no skin off my back to be civil – even friendly. In fact, I have no qualms about being friendly at all. Strangely, I feel nothing one way or another. Just another sign of my having moved WAY past those days. Clearly being happy and content with your life makes a huge difference in how (and if) you relate to others.
I guess I’ve grown up after all. 
I ate ice cream at work today. I must be crazy … why would I do that to myself? It’s all good though I think – the symptoms – the very uncomfortable, and embarrassing symptoms – or lactose intolerance are subsiding. I wonder how lucky I was to not have this to extremes. It just makes me uncomfortable to be me and be around me for a couple of hours. Nevermind all that – the damned ice cream tasted GOOOOOOD! 
Anywho – time to put the new sheets into the dryer and dishes into the dishwasher now and go to bed. I have another couple of early days before I start working 3pm to midnight. And in between one more blissful weekend at home with the hubby.
Y’all take care, hear?
YUSH
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