I thought the drama and emotional roller-coaster rides had taken a hike. No way. I am a mess again.
I’ll be the first person to tell you that I am DYING for all this to be over with. This stress is likely to kill me before then, but I tell myself I’ll die happy if I do.
Stress is a funny thing. You never really know it’s there until something breaks – and I don’t mean physically falls and breaks, I mean ..read more
Well, I managed to escape the emotional roller-coaster today. It seems to have taken a short vacation. But I did not sleep last night either. Well, I did … until 1am when the mosquitoes woke me. Then once I was awake, there was no going back to sleep. So I got up and played with my rogue until she was 5 and a half bars from 70. Logged out and crawled back into bed at 4am and watched the ceiling ..read more
Well, went with Mom today to get the Ultrasound done. She’s fine. No need to kill myself with worry the way I have been.
Oh, might not have mentioned it before, but last week sometime (Tuesday?), she says she woke up with a crippling pain in her left calf. Well, I told her she might want to see the doc cos Wednesday morning it was still hurting and that didn’t sound like any muscle contraction I knew. As usual, she ignored ..read more
Everything just got crazy.
I have to call the embassy. I have to call the hospital. I have to find a medical center. I have to call my old prep school. I have to go get my shots. I have to go take pictures. I have to go pay fees.
Whirlwind? Not EVEN.
It seems the letter from the embassy is incomplete. I have to find out from them what, if anything, was omitted. Then I have to make my medical appointment NOW ..read more
Damn! Even watching Chris Rock talk about marriage reminds me of my hubby-to-be and home. It’s maddening! *howls* I WANNA GO HOME!!!!
Speaking of which, Chris Rock is funny as hell. Here’s his parting shot from the show I watched tonite:
“Marriage is tough. Nelson Mandela spent 27 years in a South African prison, beaten and tortured everyday for 27 years; made to do hard labour in 100 degree South African sun in prison for 27 years. After 27 years of torture, ..read more
I had wanted to post tonite … so much to tell … but I am properly knackered.
Summary?
Got the divorce decree copy application in – I am to return next week to collect them. Still looking for shoes Got some images of the dress in the available colours – all that is left is to make the decision to order it /sighWhat looms ahead? In no special order: filling out the pile of forms, attempting to contact the embassy via email again and ..read more
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This is an always reblog- I think this is the third time it’s been on my blog. The source is Ampersand by Barry Deutsch, by the way- I highly recommend reading his work. I’ve added the click-through to his political cartoon site.
~ the trees of my contentment (by Teresa Teixeira)
Tree Porn to suit my mood today. :(
