You know, those days when it seems like everything that looked wonderful suddenly looks like the Lich King had a day and a half with it? Like it’s old, and moldy and rotten … and smelly? Those days when you had a million things to do that you were “on top of” … but then realized that the only thing you were on top of was the lyme charts. Those days when you had a couple of things to do, and by bedtime they’d disappeared. You can never remember what those things are until just before sleep claims you, and then all of a sudden its like BOOM! I forgot to do X …. TEN DAYS AGO!!!!
Ya. Those days.
Had one of those tonight. Thought I had it all figured out. Thought I was on top of everything. Had everything under control. Then realized the only thing I have under control is how fast I am leveling to 80 in-game and just about nothing else.
When those things hit you in the face, it hurts more than a fist in knuckle-dusters. Hurts more than a knee to the stomach. Hurts like a freight train running full speed into your brain.
Yea – it’s a bad patch … but I’ll get through it somehow. I always do. I keep hearing that I am strong and that I can do this … and I wonder what they see, cos it’s times like these that I wonder just how strong I am indeed.
Times like these I just want to give up, crawl into a hole and pull a rock in after me.
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