Everything just got crazy.
I have to call the embassy. I have to call the hospital. I have to find a medical center. I have to call my old prep school. I have to go get my shots. I have to go take pictures. I have to go pay fees.
Whirlwind? Not EVEN.
It seems the letter from the embassy is incomplete. I have to find out from them what, if anything, was omitted. Then I have to make my medical appointment NOW – early so that it doesn’t get missed. They also have to advise me on what to do if my school can’t find my immunization records – and that IS quite possible since that was circa 30 years ago (wewt! big word!). Then I have to find a medical center to give me the remaining shots (including starting the 3-month course of HEP-B innoculations) for free or at least low cost so that my lack of medical insurance is not going to cause me to break my pocket. Then I have to get the fees paid and 6 pictures taken and ……
ARGH!!!!!
There is one good thing about all this though …. the more I have to do, the faster the days will go. Maybe at the end of this whirlwind of activity, it’ll be June 10 and I can just get it over with.
Oh …. my rogue made 69 yesterday morning. 
Then Mom decided to scare me shitless. She just started choking. She smiled afterwards and said she was ok, but I know better. One does not just start choking like that out of the blue. And it thumped me in the chest like a ton of bricks. They are getting older and sicker and that they refuse to slow down means they’re gonna burn out. Are they even going to make my wedding? Hell, will they make the birth of their first grandchild? How am I going to manage all this alone? I have no one.
It even occurred to me to abandon my dreams because they can’t take care of themselves anymore. Thankfully, I slept on it and woke up this morning realizing that it hasn’t QUITE gotten to that point yet. But it will still be a HUGE damper on my plans and dreams to know that I – being the only one they have – is leaving them alone here.
/sigh
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